A Relationship Ends....

Christmas can be a sad enough time when you don't have family and old friends, or loved ones around, but it is doubly difficult when a special relationship comes to a close on THAT day.

Before Sylvia left for Canada a couple weeks ago to take care of her mother, she had been having feelings that perhaps our partnership was not going to last, that her anxiety over money was having an adverse affect on her feelings towards me and our potential for marriage. She had been having "negative spiritual impressions" about our relationship, and was praying for an answer about "us". ... Alas, she got her answer, and it was a firm negative about marriage to me.

Sad thing is, I had also been praying that I would receive confirmation about us, and had been "wrestling" with God about the same issue. I would ask for an answer, and become distressed, and then feel that perhaps it just was not right for us to be a couple... although I did not like that answer, when Sylvia and I spoke on the phone on Christmas night, we both knew that it was the proper conclusion....but a very sad one none the less....

So, here I am in Twin Falls, in my house, watching her dog, with her clothes and things here, awaiting her return so she can pack up (again) and move somewhere else, so she can start her temp Hygientist job in mid January... what a wierd way to break up!

Oh well... life goes on, and I do KNOW that the Lord has a plan, just gotta follow His Will....

Thanks for tuning in... more hopefully uplifting stories coming your way soon!